Years ago, Hardwell and Martin Garrix made a song together called “Music Box.” Much like his collaboration with Ed Sheeran, “Rewind Repeat It,” “Music Box” has been held away from fans at arm’s length.

Today, Hardwell revealed in a reddit AMA that “Music Box” will likely never come out.

Though the format of his comment is a little odd, it’s clear that he’s referring to the collab and that just makes us sad. It makes us even more sad that, if a high-profile collab with someone like Hardwell will never be released, it’s unlikely that “Rewind Repeat It” will ever get released either.