Avicii was living a life outside of the spotlight leading up to his tragic, sudden death a week ago. The news left us all stunned, his family crushed, and now his current girlfriend is speaking out on her state.

Not many people are aware Avicii was dating the Czech model, Tereza Kačerová, as they kept their relationship quite private — and definitely off of social media. The death of the 28-year-old producer has left his girlfriend confused, anxious, and completely devastated.

“I’ve spent the last days waiting to wake up, waiting for someone to tell me that this is some sick joke, some awful mistake,” she opens up in her 2-part message below.

Her emotional letter gives some revealing details about the dynamic of their relationship. Glimpses of the love they shared, the mistakes they made, and the things Tereza regrets are all outlined bluntly on her Instagram account for the world to see.

The model even reveals the two were planning on starting a family together, which goes to show how serious they were about their future together.

“I was always very set on keeping our relationship private because I wanted it to be OUR and ours only and wanted no part in that madness. But I thought, if I’m going to share this with the world, it will be when I’m pregnant with our child. Ohhh how that plan went awry.”

She continues… “I called you a baby angel. Little did I know how soon you would become one.”

“The last words you ever said to me were ‘I love you.’ Well, I LOVE YOU… as much as you love Mexican Coke… and then some.”

NOTE: Mexican Coke = Coca Cola obviously.

Read the rest of Tereza’s touching message below.

Avicii’s Girlfriend Speaks Out

❤️ Part 1/2

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❤️ Part 2/2 *** NOTE: Mexican Coke = Coca Cola obviously. ***

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The brightest stars burn out the fastest.

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